Tuesday, April 24, 2007
@8:20 AM
today is another day and i am sicked.. =) so in the end i stayed at home.. well another day of studyin and normal routine.. come to think about it im afraid that this will be the kind of life i wil hav in the remaining 6 months.. its will certainly be tough for me as i never felt so guilty for not studyin.. at times i reali wished to live in a place alone to isolate myself for the next 6 months.. the thing is im not able to bring happiness to anyone.. haiz all i can say is its my fault and that i had not been great of even good.. life is goin back to worst each day for me.. can someone jus save me and make me useful even for once?
Another enjoyin day, thx =)
Thursday, April 19, 2007
@6:43 AM
whaha! its been like ages since i update my blog.. well im sorry to those who waited and eventually gave up.. the reason why i did not post anymore is due to the fact that i had someone to talk to and someone to accompany me! ^^ so much so that i found talkin to my blog abit ridicules. so i went missin in action.. its not until recently i realised that i had failed to reached to the outside just like the north koreans.. i realised that alot of bonds i made had actually went cold.. things are not like before.. when i go sch in the past and today its totally diffrerent.. mayb im thinkin too much mayb its all my imagination. but nonetheless i reali wish things can get better.. mayb its no longer something big anymore but just to keep the others updated, im actually attached and to be honest things are goin well between us. when i saw so many of my old frenz it came to me that i had lost so many of my frenz and i think due to my exams i had failed to catchup wit dem.. hence i decided to blog again to keep this pals of my updated about me ^^ to all all der pls leave a tag to keep me updated about yourselves too!!!
Another enjoyin day, thx =)
Thursday, November 23, 2006
@7:52 AM
wahaha! back to post again~ this time its a long one man be prepared cause today was TOO fun! have to blog it down for those who PANG SEI us to be jealous =P
OK at e start of the day was maths lecture! was walkin to take the bus when i recieve a msg from yiqi tellin mi to wear class tee wat to do? i rush back and change and then was stil able to be on time LUCKY~ during maths lecture i was like a bird jus released from its cage super high! so sorry boon hun shang yu gab siming for being alittle crazy!
after maths lecture went for some china thing and had to perform! well it was fun although i listened to that song 100 times i stil forgot part of it =X so malu den it was rainin and we hurried to get our FOOD! wan ting din go cos she is goin somewhere so yiqi holy and i went to meet up wit max, guo liang, gab, siming, shang yu, boon hun, jia hao, sebes, angie, hui yi and bernice! went to eat and lata realise that VICTOR was comin and he wil be late zzz.. wat a noob chief bandit LOL.. suddenly guo liang and siming din went kayakin cos guo liang sick and siming went home wit him. when we are boarding the bus to the place, GAB SAID HE WIL GO GET HIS COM CHANGE AND COME! BUT HE DIN COME~ PANG SEI!!!!! >(
anyway we reached there and waited for max and victor. so the kayak crew member were boss lady yiqi, italy angie, bernice, lion hair holy, max, victor, xiao ming jia hao, sebes, shang yu, boon hun and me! we went to get 5 pair and 1 single kayak and started straight away! i paired wit holy, angie paired wit jia hao, yiqi paired wit sebes, victor paired wit bernice, boon hun paired wit shang yu and MAX SOLO! man it was so fun! we went around splashin water at each other and in no time everyone were wet! but the worst are angie and yiqi lol! den we had some racin thing! and holy dude we PAWN dem! (once =X) and then suddenly boon hun and shang yu capsize their kayak! boon hun do not know how to swim so all of us went to help him lol.. 4 kayak helpin 1 haha! but he managed to get into the kayak again! den we went to explore around and onli to realise that onli victor and bernice are not followin. cos dey did not noe how to steer their kayak so cant follow us and are goin in circles! LOL =X so the rest went in and while our way out holy and i hit max and we are movin towards lots of trees branches! as i was in front i noe i wil be gone so the quick minded mi jus lie down flat and woo i din hit any of it! LOL den we realise it was SO MUCH FUN~ to bend down and move pass trees! so we went to find more trees and bend down together! so we did that for fun not cos we lousy ok! den we also assemble the mega kayak! 5 link together and move! and woo holy and i control the right so we led all of them to the TREE! WOO~ but the sad thing was ONLI OUR KAYAK WAS STUCKED -.-" so unfair! while we rested we saw them tryin to capsize yiqi and sebes kayak so we went to join in ONLI TO BE BULLIED BY THEM! jia hao angie yiqi sebes tried to capsize our kayak! holy and i was hangin on wit our dear life! but we din capsize, and yiqi started something! she started tickling mi and god i almost let go LOL! but woo we managed to get out of the mess safe haas! den suddenly we saw victor bernice boonhun shang yu keepin and goin on land. so we realise the uncle is refundin us 1 hour so we can hav a meal! woo~ so kind and we kayak-ed for more den ah hour! woohoo so FUN! LETS DO IT AGAIN! =D
den we went for dinner at town. met up wit jia jing joy and ting you! bernice left us der haiz and went back to maple =P anyway it was a huge group and we cant decide where to eat wor~ den i think made yiqi v headache lol.. so she asked mi to decide hope i manage to do a good job =X in the end we went yoshinoya and well the food der was ok la but the meat ball abit -.- and jia hao was complainin the food not nice but he stil finish and rush to get a green tea haha! but his view abit suay opp is the pepper lunch! den i think he abit buay tahan lol.. we wanted to go for a walk and head to plaza sing! but during the walk we saw a place wit a nice background and in the end we spent a long time there takin photos! of all the photos we took onli 1 is ok rest were not ok! i wil show the pic to u guys once i got it! and after that we went home le. so sorry guys durin the way home i looked so sian and tired cos i reali tired today too much fun for a sick mi to handle =D
thx alot to all who went today for givin mi so much fun and smth for mi to remb! im goin china soon le better get packin soon! alrite go to rest le see ya guys again!! =)
Another enjoyin day, thx =)
Sunday, November 19, 2006
@1:27 PM
sorry guys~ keep u all watitin T.T
well recently alots been happenin and i need time to reasure myself. thats why i din wanna blog or online either. somehow i feel that the fear and knot are stil in me. well goin to china soon le wor~ din expect it to be so fast and i onli managed to pack half of my stuff which is gg man. my focus now is goin der le ba. hope i can see the meteors shower in xi an or cheng du ^^ although angie told mi its is beijing but i wish i can see it from der too! so wanna see it! bet it wil be BEAUTIFUL =) cant wait! and well i think other then levelin there is noth i can do to keep my mind away from it le ba. jus wanna be happy thats all if it means that i have to be no life to be happy i WILL =D i wanna meet my target of 70 ma haiz jus died 2 times 20% T.T pain pain pain suddenly no mood train liao haiz.. see when i blog now i start to think about it again haiz.. better stop here before i go crazy.
WAN TING HOLY YIQI remb our meetin =P and yi qi ar timin can change de dun need so rush de lata u fall sick =X lets set our timin ba! im fine wit anything de so lets discuss lata woo~
ok i think i stop here so sorry guys! take care and see ya all!~!~!~!~! ^^
Another enjoyin day, thx =)
Saturday, November 11, 2006
@2:32 AM
after readin angie blog i reali wanted to cry out. tears are like tryin to come out and im stoppin it. obviously after tml when we tidy everything we will no longer be pw mates as u guys mentioed. but before it all ends, let mi take the remainin few hours to voice out my thx and graditute. we are stil pw mates here ar not over yet u still need me later de! =P i know 1 post is not enough to voice it all and that its reali something that letters and words cant describe. but i reali have to say you guys make the best team! if im given another chance i will still choose all of u to do it wit mi! i know that i had been very cranky and irritating all the time, but all of you tolerated me. at the times where you can rest u chose to keep me company all the way.. the most memorable time has to be the time when we are rushin our written report. alothough at first i was stress and abit unreasonable u guys kept to your COFFEE and stayed up wit mi! onli angie who din drink anythin had to sleep ultimately BUT she gave her best too! it was so fun cos suddenly wil go afk for a long time as dey had fallen aslp but was still able to wake up and continue! and suddenly out of no where spam our group trademark or "huh?" lol.. after which we din reali sleep and had to go to school le. i reali dunno if i did a good job of not but all i can say is its YOU GUYS that made it so enjoyable for me! ready for more?
HUI YI: or who is commonly known as the KILLER! hui yi at the start reali scares me alittle but her ethu and willingness to work reali is smth i can learn! she oso has a determination stronger than anyone of you can think of! inside of her she is jus as carin as the others! she indeed is "outside hard inside soft" in chi heex.. everytimes she laugh and crack jokes, YES CRACK JOKES, it makes me happy and calm as seein her being so hard on the outside is able to let go and join in the fun is reali something. i felt i achieve something =) she is oso never late even is she is late she wil be the first to reach i think i rite, rite? boon hun angie any objections? lol hui yi reali gave mi alot of help and she even lend mi her ears when i need it. but of cos i got return her la! =.=
im proud to say that i had hui yi as my CLOSE FREN! =)
ANGIE: wa when it comes to here ar die man cos will take up lots of space!!! but stil i will try to keep it short and simple TRY AR! she is commonly know as "AS" whose attack speed is faster than savage blow! and if u happen to see that im very skinny ya u guessed it! cos everytime i gain 3kg she made mi vomit 5kg of blood! how to gain weight?! haha ok jokin! angie is oso another one who refuses to pang sei anyone! she oways seek for a win-win situation where ultimately none of her ideas were used as she needs alot of time to think! she is our group's entertainer! she oways brings fun and laughthers to us as almost every word she says is a joke lol! she is jus so funny and thus i cant help but to laugh lo! not my fault wor! she is oso a person that gives in her best in everything she does! and angie has a bad habit that is she is always late! ASK BOON HUN! =P so please when u wanna ask her out set a eariler time! honestly she is a great gal and that thru this project not onli i had her as a great fren, i got myself a trustworthy fren! she nv fails to make mi laugh cos everytime all her silly actions will be zoomin pass my mind! i think better stop le its goin too long lol!
im honored to be able to meet u and that now we r GREAT FRENZ! =)
BOON HUN: haha! our eng pro! wa everytime der is smth that needs eng woo his the man! you may see him slack slack ar but inside of him he is a very hardworkin person! many of times im able to get rest as he had covered the job for me! dude im reali greatful and thx man! BUT NOPE IM NOT GONNA LICK UR SHOES! =X im very sorry for suspecting you of tryin to break down my door! cos i know its not u! its SOMEBODY! im not gonna say who! u know the person well! LOL! thx for the I HURT MY BACK~ whenever he is around i can relax as i know that i hav him to help and cover for me if somethin are to happen. he is someone who is caring and fun-lovin too! get to know him and u are doin urself a great favour =) thx to him i get to laugh too! he is good at crakin jokes too! and he oso loves to correct my mistakes =.= but dude these words "thank you" they are for u!
im gald that im able to hav u such a WONDERFUL fren to give me peace and joy... =) (wheel chair bound JOY its not u ar lol )
HAN YANG: wow! our magician! woo! =X although it was abit rough at the start as u had your commitment, i wanna say that i had never treated you as a outsider. my onli thinkin was that how am i to ultilize your strenght, how am i to make you be able to enjoy it too.. im sorry that up to tis stage im stil not able to make u enjoy pw.. im reali very sorry.. but i stil hav to say that the 4 of us hav always think that u r a great asset to us. and u had proven yourself durin the oral persentation. i can reali see ur effort and im reali greatful. im greatful that you are willin to lend me your strength and makin JJ115 able to put a wonderful full stop at the end of our story. if im given more ability i will turn back time and change things!
im very sorry that that i had let u down my PAL! =)
after this short few months i reali can see that you guys had grown alot mayb onli ANGIE who din =P but thats good too! all the fun time the sad time the hair pullin stress time and the boon hun suanin day the angie suanin day the hui yi suanin day the nelson suanin day the "aiya JE library lo 1030 ba" the "huh reali ar?" the "wa! very pack ar can dun do ma?" the "wa pw again" and many many more! but guys very soon our story is comin to a end le.. i wanna thank all of you for being part of it and that i reali had alot to say which words cant represent. i reali hope that we are able to get together again like we used to and start a new story..... lastly.... SHARK FINS ANYONE? =) [angie not for u hehex]
This post is written for my
wonderful pw mates!
GUYS its for u! may it be a
memorable last stop for U! =D
Another enjoyin day, thx =)
Friday, November 10, 2006
@10:25 PM
WOOHOO~ oral presentation is over le! left I&R onli den its reali good bye PW. honestly i suddenly feel that something big is missin in my life. reali enjoyed this few months with u guys and u guys rocks! i wun be able to pull thru without your helps! still remb our stay up din slp inccident, all the waitin inccidents, all the laughing times, stress times reali its reali great. i will never ever forget it de! thanks for leavin behide some a wonderful memory for me! u guys are my wonderwall! hope we are able to meet again not for PW but for fun! and boon hun i WILL NOT lick ur shoes! =) mayb u can lick my socks? =P and i will like to say A JOB WELL DONE FOR ALL THE GROUPS! i believe all of u had gave your best and so you will get noth but EEs! whaha! and i had withness with my own eyes and proven that all the members of JJ117 had improven tremendously and reali u guys deserve a pad on your back. well its over le la lets jus ENJOY wats left whaha!
after oral presentation, actually had some reheasal for the china trip but somehow we waited der for an hour and did NOTHING! can u believe it?! =.= when they say go home lo! wa i was quite angry man wasted my time der haiz. anyway i went to play BOWLING and POOL woo! durin bowling it was maplers vs non maplers and we had a new member in class call yiting! ya go guess who is this person ba! and the results..... maplers won! woo! the team consist of panweib0, breakevo and frienderines! anyway its was fun seein all the balls goin anywhere but straight lol. thx the non maplers who lower their standards and let us win =) after which it was POOL time! and once again it was panweib0 and breakevo a team and we managed to win games which seems hopeless. so sorry i missed the ball atthe last game felt so noob. and we lost that game as a result hai! BUT! atleast i managed to shoot in some balls and victor FAILED to shoot in any lol! =X victor im waitin for the day your onform dude! after writin so much about today i think is time i get back to I&R!
thx everyone who showed care and concern for me! dun worry i will PULL myself together and wun let u down de! =)
Another enjoyin day, thx =)
@2:23 AM
after a long fight and blood vommittin QnA section with angie i reali hope that im able to clear all her doubts. haiz come to think of it i do not blame her but rather i blame myself, at the first place im not fit to be the leader and i obviously did a sucky job. cos if not she wun even asked tis kind of questions. and well lata is goin to be my op le and there are so many things left undone! i reali wonder wat had i done so far? i mean bringin my team to such a stage? if reali u are to judge mi i think i wil get a zero.. not that im sad here or anythin i jus feel that i let them down.. by havin such a high hope which ultimately beig crushed by me i mean hai reali feel that i let dem down.. mayb at the first place i should not think too highly of myself and take up the post. i think mayb thru out the whole process onli im the one who is enjoyin it. reali feel noth but guilty and shameful in front of dem. wonder wat can i do to make it up. after havin a wonderful relaxin chat wit yi qi, she made me realise that i can choose wat i wanna see. it is true that there are alot of dark side of life but i can choose to see onli the bright side. and it oso made me think about the adv where a man had his son learn tennis and the coach told e man all the stuffs, the gold 90.3fm adv i think. and its so wonderful cos after jus elimination the bad stuffs its good! so i think its time i look at bright le so that my thinkin will be more on the bright side! its time i go shoppin for nike goods le lol.. but my onli conern and worry is my pw mates somehow i believe dey had a same feelin as me is jus that dey din wanna tel mi.
if i happened to see the dark side remind mi and make mi look at the bright side!
thx for remindin mi abt e stars it reali helped alot! cos u saw the stars for mi and i believe its beautiful up there.....
Another enjoyin day, thx =)
Thursday, November 09, 2006
@11:20 PM
im so sorry hui er,i know i am being very bad by not being there for you. but i reali cant cause i myself is undergoin alot myself too. i thought i got my old self back but actually its not true. so im very afraid that i cant make u laugh like i used to. tml is op le. fianlly some may say. but its abit too fast and my current mood is not for op at all. i know im thinkin too much but can someone please tell mi not to think about it and that i should jus let it be and leave it as it is? whats the right thing to do? i wanna know i reali wanna know.
if im water i feelin 50 degree cel now......
Another enjoyin day, thx =)
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