Tuesday, April 24, 2007
@8:20 AM
today is another day and i am sicked.. =) so in the end i stayed at home.. well another day of studyin and normal routine.. come to think about it im afraid that this will be the kind of life i wil hav in the remaining 6 months.. its will certainly be tough for me as i never felt so guilty for not studyin.. at times i reali wished to live in a place alone to isolate myself for the next 6 months.. the thing is im not able to bring happiness to anyone.. haiz all i can say is its my fault and that i had not been great of even good.. life is goin back to worst each day for me.. can someone jus save me and make me useful even for once?
Another enjoyin day, thx =)
Thursday, April 19, 2007
@6:43 AM
whaha! its been like ages since i update my blog.. well im sorry to those who waited and eventually gave up.. the reason why i did not post anymore is due to the fact that i had someone to talk to and someone to accompany me! ^^ so much so that i found talkin to my blog abit ridicules. so i went missin in action.. its not until recently i realised that i had failed to reached to the outside just like the north koreans.. i realised that alot of bonds i made had actually went cold.. things are not like before.. when i go sch in the past and today its totally diffrerent.. mayb im thinkin too much mayb its all my imagination. but nonetheless i reali wish things can get better.. mayb its no longer something big anymore but just to keep the others updated, im actually attached and to be honest things are goin well between us. when i saw so many of my old frenz it came to me that i had lost so many of my frenz and i think due to my exams i had failed to catchup wit dem.. hence i decided to blog again to keep this pals of my updated about me ^^ to all all der pls leave a tag to keep me updated about yourselves too!!!
Another enjoyin day, thx =)